This will be extremely rant-y, erratic, and full of grammatical errors, because I’m currently fueled.
Being stuck between a rock and a hard place sucks. Choosing between sense and sensibility sucks even more (that stupidly sounds like I’m referring to the most recent Girl Meets World episode). I refuse to apologize for my feelings and I know they are not felt for no reason. If you know you’re hurting someone, then stop. And if you love that person, there shouldn’t even be a debate. CHOOSE your person each day and with each of your actions.
Also, you’re barking up the wrong tree.